i wonder what it would be like to have just one whole day a week where i don't have to be somewhere or do something at some certain time? grind, grind, grind...be here, do this, do that...i just want to stay in my studio and paint some days, but i always have to stop what i'm doing and go do stuff like work, etc... or better yet, be one of those fucking rich artist types who don't actually have to go sweat in some kitchen every day so you can afford the crap you need to make more art that you can't afford to properly market so it sells and you can maintain your artsy-fartsy lifestyle...
or maybe i just want to go ride my bike or hang out on the stoop...whatever. I don't have time for me anymore...my sleep patterns are completely fucked up too - i haven't been to bed earlier than 4:30 for two weeks now, but still have to get up early and do shit. some days i run on two hours of sleep and a pop-tart.
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i'd take a nap right now, but i have to be somewhere.
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